I have been on an emotional roller coaster this month. I have to deal joy to the highest level all the way down to the pit of despair. I have pouted when things didn't go my way and bounced off the walls when I was overly excited. I don't understand now what the Lord has store for us. It is frustrating to not know what He is doing. I am glad I can depend on him to take care of us. We are planning on moving again. For the last 11 years of my life I have moved every two years, except for the 4 years I lived in Germany. I am SICK and TIRED of moving. I crave stability. I know one day my prayers will be answered but right now I am a little frustrated. Thankfully I can have stability in my Saviour!
Today on the way to taking Curtis to school/home from school we listened to the story behind the hymn "It Is Well With My Soul." That is my most favorite hymn! Listen for yourself the story behind this amazing song!
I have nothing to complain about. This story and song brought me to a place of conviction. If this is all I have to deal with I am doing pretty good. There are children who are starving, there are men and women sacrificing their lives daily and leaving a family behind, there are children and adults battle all kinds of diseases, i could go on and on. Yes my pain is real, but everyone hurts. Who or what I turn to in my hurt defines who we are. I am going to try and always turn to Jesus. I want to say in hard times and good, It is well with my soul! May God bless you
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Ahhh...beautiful. Just what my soul needed today. I know that God's plan for your family is so much bigger than anything you can imagine:) His timing is best and sometimes we don't get it...but it's always best:) We love you and are praying along side you for His leading and your situation.
Love you all!
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